Wednesday, May 20, 2009
your face crimson from yelling,
your eyes bloodshot with anger,
i watch you armswingtowardsme fast.
the first hit is always the worst,
after the third, there is no feeling.
she stands there, the woman who gave me life,
like a fly on the wall, watching him take that life she gave me away.
that life so precious,
my baby brothers crying,
drown out the sounds of his heavy panting.
11 minutes feels like forever.
this will never end.
your eyes bloodshot with anger,
i watch you armswingtowardsme fast.
the first hit is always the worst,
after the third, there is no feeling.
she stands there, the woman who gave me life,
like a fly on the wall, watching him take that life she gave me away.
that life so precious,
my baby brothers crying,
drown out the sounds of his heavy panting.
11 minutes feels like forever.
this will never end.

date: 07Aug, 9:04pm.
drinking: water
eating: nothing
mood: full
listening: bonkers - dizzee rascal
reading: uglies
random: miss you daddy














